Tomorrow morning will be the first time I see a Reproductive Endocrinologist. In the past, I had to see who our insurance told me I could see. Even though infertility treatments are not usually covered, some prescriptions and testing is. I usually saw an overworked ob/gyn who did not seem to have the time of day for me.
Right now, I am nervous beyond words. I know that tomorrow is the first appointment but its the first step to something beyond basic infertility treatments. So many thoughts are running through my head, I do not even know which ones to wrap my head around. Everyone says to take it one day at time, which I do. But that never stops me from having moments where I just want to know the future.
I do not really know what to expect with this new doctor and this appointment but I hope its more than what I have gotten in the past. I hope that she is willing to actually help. We want to be parents more than anything in this world and I am willing to do whatever it takes to get there. This journey has been rough already and I know with these more intense treatments, it will likely only get harder. I am so glad though I have an amazing husband and support system that will be there for me and for us.
